10 days left
And so it starts. The final countdown to what will hopefully be the end of my life as an undergraduate.
My first exam is tomorrow but my mind has already skipped to the end of this academic year. Even though I have a rough few days ahead of me I just need it to feel over. […]
lies on top of lies, mum is still doing okay though
It was not a Lipoma. It was a Meningioma. It was a tumour. It was a brain tumour far more dangerous than a Lipoma. It was causing her headaches, nauseas, lack of balance (which was a result of episodes of partial paralysis) and who knows what else.
The doctor said that had it been left untreated […]
update :: mum’s doing okay
I spoke with my father earlier. It turns out that he is a liar and quite a good one too. I always wondered where I got my skills from. Both him and my mum are good liars and so am I. When I was in school and I was caught doing something I shouldn’t I […]
what is the opposite of a mother’s day present?
I received some bad news last week. My mum has been having some very bad headaches lately. She has been taking pain killers but they would always come back. I have asked her, nay, begged her to go see a doctor. She never did. She kept saying she would but never actually arranged to go. […]
things i don’t want to write about
I’ve been quiet this week because I didn’t want to write another depressing post. I don’t want to talk about my stress levels or how I have been losing sleep again. I think I have gone beyond stress and worrying. I have looped back to being totally happy and carefree while subconsciously my brain is […]
a real mental breakdown
My stress levels have risen to a point I didn’t think I could reach. I just spent a few good minutes crying over the phone to my parents. It was involuntary. They were telling me to try and relax and that things will go okay and even if they don’t, it’s not the end of […]
I am not well
It started more than a week ago with my traditional stomach ache. Now that very special ache usually puts me in bed for 3 to 4 days but this time I managed to get on my feet sooner even though I wasn’t feeling perfect yet. A day after I had stood on said feet I […]
frustration et al.
Karma’s a bitch. Do I have your attention now? Karma is a bitch and she hates me. She has done everything in her powers to make me miserable. I get a moment of happiness and *snap* a few hours later I am just about ready to start crying.
I realised yesterday how empty my fridge was […]
smoking
I know this is not the freshest of news but I’ve been wondering for almost a year:
At what point did Madonna say “It’s time to reinvent myself again” (you know since her old reinvented self was so last year) and then when she came up with “I’ll come back wearing a leotard” everyone thought it […]
My Best Friend
I’ve known my best friend Will for decades. We met at the first day of school. I’ve always admired Willma, he has an understanding of how things work and a fearlessness that I’ve always wished I had. Will is a very up and go get ‘em sort of guy.
Will and I attended our […]
