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this is sad on so many levels

Filed under daily, dating and mating, dreaming, family.

I had a long dream last night. I don’t remember most of it. But I remember a very small part of it.

I was a little miserable and my ma was there. I think we were walking around outside and having a chat. Our chat had something to do about me not being in a relationship. At that point she said in a very loud voice: “That’s it, enough. I’m going to find you a - at this point I felt a sinking feeling in my chest knowing what she would say but she didn’t - man!”

I remember I just looked up at her, suddenly she was taller than me. I was consumed by great sadness because I realised she knew but that feeling changed almost instantly to incredible happiness. I hugged her with tears in my eyes.

That’s when I woke up.

Written by Colin Brooks on 24.11.06 at 11:12 am.

5 Responses to “this is sad on so many levels”

Adrian of Australia said:

Your mother will still be your mother, and will always be your mother even when you decide to declare your gayness (please note that I did not say when she finds out).

Lots of love, plenty of hugs, your friend Adrian.
Commented on November 24th, 2006 at 2:37 pm
Hugh said:

snap…….couldn’t have put it better myself
Commented on November 25th, 2006 at 12:07 pm
Hugh said:

are you still out there?
hope all is ok with you
Commented on November 30th, 2006 at 5:43 pm
Colin Brooks said:

Hey there, yeah i’m fine. Just have had a bit of a crazy week so far. In response to you comment. I’d like to post this. It should make you smile. Well, actually it’s really bad, but it’s funny if you combine it with the above.

link to video via Queerty

Commented on November 30th, 2006 at 6:18 pm
Hugh said:

well i think that vid covers most of the stereotypes
Commented on November 30th, 2006 at 6:48 pm