Apr
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one of my fears
I am seriously afraid to see a psychologist. In this day and age, with a syndrome dedicated to everything, even the smallest of weird behaviour (like biting your nails), I’ll probably be found to have something and that will panic me (because among other things I do bite my nails). From time to time I keep thinking that I have symptoms that bipolar people have but I have just dismissed it as something normal that everyone goes through. I do believe mood swings is something that everyone has as no one can be in a permanent state of happy no matter if the term gay suggests otherwise.
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So cold, so soon
Hugh said:YOU BITE YOUR NAILS!!
*remember your training Hugh - keep them talking or distracted, make sure you have an escape route clear, get help quick*
thats nothing, in my first week of nurse training - i’d convinced myself that i had
leukemia
brain tumour
diabetes
skin cancer
kidney failure
which is quite good going, considering your average really ill person couldn’t get this many illnesses in a week
needless to say i’m still alive
only get worried when you start talking to yourself, AND you get a reply
Commented on April 17th, 2007 at 10:58 am
Colin Brooks said:haha, well, i do talk to myself and reply…sometimes… or think something silently and then reply out loud… but only when i’m alone. i hope noone’s seen me do it or they’d be really worried.
Adrian said:I bite my nails
Commented on April 18th, 2007 at 2:30 pmI talk to myself
I answer myself
I maintain a constant inner monolouge, it keeps me awake at night, all that talking
Hugh said:*steps away from the computer*
Commented on April 18th, 2007 at 7:49 pm
Adrian said:Is it the constant inner monolouge I kinda figured that everyone did that, I just wish I could stop it at night so I could sleep.
Commented on April 18th, 2007 at 9:12 pm
Hugh said:inner monologue is fine, everybody does it, its when it decomes a dialogue, with say Jesus (or some other person) talking back to you, that’s when you and everybody for that matter, should get worried.
i don’t think my sense of humour translates well onto the net
Commented on April 19th, 2007 at 1:00 am