what, no fat lady singing?
I’ve started writing this post 6 times since yesterday and every time I deleted everything I had typed and gave up. Yesterday I simply assumed I was tired but what about today? I couldn’t be tired today as I slept for more than 9 hours.
So after giving up I kept switching to doing something completely different just to take my mind off of it. I cleaned, I watched tv, I listened to ska punk (it’s scaring me that I’ve started listening to it again) and finally started reading a new book. However, reading a book shouldn’t be this much work. I read the first 3 pages so many times which made me want to throw the book out the window and I’m sure the book is fine so I refrained. That’s when I started thinking that I should go buy a few new books. I could have a look on Amazon, pick some with good reviews and then go out and buy them locally. Then my best friend showed up on IM and after a short chat she ended the conversation with “It’s summertime!”.
That’s when it hit me. I’m actually done. I can have a summer. Like when I was in school. I have no more Uni to worry about for at least a month (which is when the results will be out). I have no commitments and no responsibilities. I am free.
My mind has been all over the place because there is nothing I *have* to do. The possibilities are endless. I can do anything and nothing. My brain has been overloaded! So here it is, a mediocre post because that’s all my brain has the capacity for right now.
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Do nothing.
You earned it.
Commented on June 8th, 2008 at 1:35 amDo what I did when I got out of my courses. Drive out into the middle of nowhere and burn every school related thing you don’t specifically need for the next semester.
Commented on June 8th, 2008 at 4:36 amHaving nothing to do must be wonderful. Enjoy it while you can, for this too, shall pass….
Commented on June 8th, 2008 at 5:35 amBetter yet, do whatever YOU want. Not what you need to do, not what everyone else thinks you should do. Just do what You want for a while. The opportunity rarely comes around, just enjoy…
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YAY! Happy summertime!
Now, you can come visit me!
Commented on June 8th, 2008 at 6:00 amAbraxus :: I wish I could do that but I’m a pack rat! Besides I’ve paid too much for the books I bought to just burn them. lol
Jodi :: It is good and bad at the same time. It’s good because you have no worries (hakuna matata and whatnot) and bad because you will get bored unless you find something to do. I know I want to make the most of this summer.
Danalyn :: Thanks! I don’t think I’ll make it this year but you never know. I might just say fuck it and fly over.
You could change your masthead to read “battling my insomnia 9 hours at a time”….or go visit your mum who came to take care of you while she had a brain tumor when, you had an hysterical drama-queen meltdown. (How’s that for guilt trip?). It’s great that you’re in Brighton. There must be a million interesting things to do and see there. I’ve wanted to go there just from seeing different things and places used in settings and backgrounds on BBC stuff that we’ve imported. Go to the beach or paddle on over and we’ll go to the beach, here.
Commented on June 8th, 2008 at 3:49 pmI felt the same way when I got out of school last year. I went with the “do nothing” route and am still doing it, lol.
Commented on June 8th, 2008 at 7:13 pmi stumbled across your blog today after googling ‘losing the will to live’ haha and your entry came up about losing the will to live. made me giggle a fair few times, you’re quite the witty one !
Commented on June 9th, 2008 at 5:51 pmmy exams finish in .. 9 days and i seriously seriously seriouuuusly cannot wait. i have no idea what having nothing to do feels like. i hope you’re enjoying it